Tonight was my fourth time being on air and I came up to a conclusion that I CANNOT TALK TO SAVE MY LIFE. I have a delivering problem, my volume is waaaaaay down there, I can't pronounce words, and I feel like I'm trying too hard. I would type out what I want to say and it sounded great on my head but then I voice it out and DAMN GURL SHUT THE FUCK UP. Like no matter how many time Kevin (the main DJ) teaches me, I just can't soak it in. I sound like an idiot when I try too hard almost like I'm faking my emotions. Ugh dammit. I feel bad for ruining the show every time I come in. I bet the station loses it's rating because of me.